Dec
21
with everything going on lately, the fact that my last post was my 100th completely passed me by. yep. it did.
things seem to be progressing. the house is still sitting there. we cannot bring Lil'K to the site so getting in and getting the few remaining items I want out is proving a little difficult. hopefully after the first of the year we will be able to finish that up and start the 'throwing away to tear down' process. which is going to be hard. I loved my stuff. I am a sentimental fool. this I know. so having to go through the things that are not necessarily burnt but still ruined and need to be tossed is going to be hard. a lifetime (or more) of things that I have worked so hard to keep. just gone.
fire sucks.
I have had dreams throughout my life of fires. it is something that has always scared me. not only because it is so dangerous but also because everything is just gone. or ruined. or drenched or just in general jacked up. and it just sucks.
I am looking forward to moving in another direction. I am not sure where we will go and what we will do. the BFF and her family have been great. we have been staying here for the last two months. there are tons of plans on the block up for discussion. and we will just have to see.
Christmas is just around the corner and I can say it is going to be ok. I know it will. the kids have things under the tree. and we have new things all around us. it will be ok.
I do hope your holidays will be wonderful. I know that ours will.
and woot woot for having 100 posts. it took what seems like forever to get there. but I did.
Congrats on the 100th : )
I'm glad to hear you are moving on with a positive attitude. Such an awful thing to experience. But it sounds like you are ready to 'rise from the ashes' and begin fresh. Way to go! All my best and a Merry Christmas too!